i was so sad to read your story about your loss of your two sons i have also lost two sons ben was 7 he died in a road accident gareth 20 was found dead 22 months after ben my hole world fell a part people say to me i must be a strong person but i dont think i am i dont live now i just survive becuse i dont no what is a round the corner there is never a day goes by when i never think a bout my sons i love and miss them so much i would have given my life for them a mothers love is forever i beleve thay are in a better place i have to belive that to carry on thinking about you and all your family god bless you all alison xxxxxxxxxx